Officially today my realbestfriend have leave me because of one mistake i made. She leave me without any discussing about the leaving thingy. Its okay i can accept it. I know you will comeback. But it will not be the same as before. You said you not mad at me but actually you are. From what you have done now im preety sure that you will leave me forever in the future. And today, i just know that even my realbestfriend cannot accept my dark side. You never know the real me. As you have give up on me, i want to advise you to stop trying. Stop hurting yourself. We'll still be a friends. Even thousand times you lies to me i always said that you are my realbestfriend forever. And today, when you give up i know im not a friend to you. Dont deny it. And i bag you please make it remain. Make it remain that i'm not longer your bestfriend to you. But please remember you will always be my realbestfriend forever. I'll there on your hard times, but sorry i'll not on your side when you happy. Please find the happiness with your other friends. Leave me when you're happy and please comeback to me on your hard times. That the only thing i want. Sorry for all the wrong i've done and thanks for leaving me.   Your bb, letters, simcard, i've pack it nicely and put in your drawer. I dont know why you leave it. Maybe you hate im disturbing you. Im not use it. And after this i'll not disturb your life anymore. From here, i know who am i. Thanks for make me realize all this. Take the whole time you want, and dont force your self to forgive me because someday the same situation would be repeated. Im a normal human, i repeat my mistake. Dont forgive me, but keep it far inside your heart, and be hypocrite infront of me if you still want to be my friend. I've own you rm500, when i've enough money i'll paid it, But sorry because i'll paid it by instalment. Sorry for hurting you and thankyou for leave me. You will always be my realbestfriend forever. You will always be. Dont force your emotion and make it remains. Because you already hate me from the previous month, and please remain it. Dont hurt yourself. Comeback to me in your hard time. Im always there for you. Once again, sorry and thankyou.